Love Hate

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) i never handled an event and it become soooo disaster that i couldn't express it in words.. huhu i felt that i have dissappointed the bosses, i didnt balme my other colleague for the disaster, but i personally believe that everything is alright, we learnt the hard way, it's ok. but it's a total dissappoinment for me tho, anyway, will do better in the future... =)

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) as i expected.. not everyone can accept the fact that i have changed.. oh well.. if they cant, then i cant force them tho.. yes, i admit it.. i'm making a mistake here.. but im not making your life difficult am i? im making my life complicated.. but i got a reason to do that... a reason that may not affect you in any way.. so, i just keep it to myself.. this entry is an explanation.. to people outside there, that may not like whatever they are seeing.. -end-

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) entri ini ditujukan khas untuk orang misteri yg selalu meninggalkan komen di blog aku... aku kira dia tidak mempunyai blog.. mungkin hanya sekadar mengikuti perkembangan di kedua2 blog aku.. siapa kau? dari segi penulisan nmpak macam org sabah.. lelaki...?kebarangkalian tu agak tggi... fad? kau ka? atau siapa lagi ya? minta perkenalkan diri ya... saya tidak menyimpan dendam terhadap sesiapa.

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) dalam hidup ni kita tak boleh nk kawal semua benda kita tak dapat nk puaskan hati semua pihak kadang2 kelakuan kita orang tak suka kadang2 kata2 kita orang tak berkenan nak buat cemane? dah kita macam tu naluri kita kdg2 salah memang selalunya salah pon tapi ada gak masenye naluri atau kata hati ni betul tapi yg salah tu la yg orang aim dulu.. ye tak? orang lain mungkin tak faham kenapa kita pilih jalan ni.. kenapa pilih jalan tu.. tak mengapa.. sendiri tahu tujuan nya kenapa. sendiri ingat baik atau buruknya jalan tu.. nanti belakang hari.. jangan salahkan org lain plak atas tindakan sendiri..ye tak? aku..tgh menasihati diri sendiri ni.. kalu orang lain nk ambil iktibar, ikut suke korang la kan? yang penting hidup mesti mau ada tujuan.. kalau takde tujuan baik mati jer.. buat semak dunia jer korang tu..haha.. peace y'all..

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) i dont have to be visible to make you know that i am exist i dont have to be nice just to please you i am what i am i do what i want i eat when i feel like to i sleep when i need it and i hope, so do you... listen when people speak to you listen when people criticize you its ok.. people want you to improve its ok people want to save you they all have good intention they all have good things for you inside their minds dont judge them from the way they judge you.. you can never knew what actually in their deepest mind.. live life as you like... listen to others.. aware and appreciate others.. that's healthy...

original by cikjijah hari ini adalah hari bermalas-malasan.. bos tiada... mud kerja juga tiada.. adoi.. mengeluh dalam hati pun bukan ada org yg dengar.. tapi...nk jugak...adoooooiiii... mau pulang ke bintulu.. tapi...tak bleh plak....kerja hari sabtu membantutkan keinginanku untuk pulang ke kampung halaman yg dirindui.. adeh... bulan depan start full la my schedule... its the recruitment session month... adeh2.... bermula la keja seorg marketing officer... lately banyak buat preparation untuk next 2 month ni... so, bila dah bulan dpn ni nk menjelma, start la keje2 yg tak besh ni... ape yg penting...bleh claim..yahuu.... haha...k.. i think sampai sini je kut entry,... nanti update lain..ek..

original by cikjijah Even if I still have this feeling toward you, I will just let it go, Bcoz to me, it is already over, so, I do not have to think back bout it, wateva had past behind, I will definately let it go, for good. Even if I wanted you to explain bout it, I rather go and silence, will no turning back to you, and demand for what I should know, it's ok.. and it still will be. Even if I feel hurt to know bout you now, I just assume that this is the destiny, that both of us have to face, in order to live, in this beautiful world own by HIM. Even if I must move on, I just want you to know, that deep down inside me, I respect you as my friend, I forgive you for wateva suffer that i had before, I am happy for you, and I am glad that we meet bcoz, you make me who I am today. you made me stronger and tougher, and i can say i'm kinder now...=) less firm... Thank you.. smile all the time ya.. coz it looks good on you.