Love Hate

original by cikjijah salam... it have been months since i create a post.. feel weird tho.. i love blogging.. but i suddenly lost interest of it.. today..lol..i dunno wat happen to me.. been cryin' since last nit.. am i dat weak tho? i dun even sure.. i miss my arau fwens.. they're always there when i need them.. been depressed by work.. been depressed by him... n also been depressed by those...lol.. too many depression rite? gez i shud take some seriuos depression pills.. am i missing something in my life? wat did i do wrong to those people? i dunno..i gez i fit in... earlier this morning i was shock when my mom suddenly slam my lil sis bedroom door.. motive?she was juz tring to wake her up for subuh act2ly.. n plus..she's currently hot, my bro not yet back from last nite n she needed to use my bros car to send my lil bro to school dis morning.. even so..he still didnt come back after 7.00.. so my mom decide to use the kancil dat i ussually use to go to work.. oh well..it w...

original by cikjijah "sudah la tu, jgn ditangisi yg sudah tiada.tak da gunanya lagi...kita doakan saja agar rohnya di cucuri rahmat"sambil mengelap airmata yg jatuh di pipi adiknya, Janna , Wanna cuba menenangkan adiknya itu.. "dik, sudah la..."masih lagi air mata Janna mengalir.tapi kali ini lebih lebat lagi.."akak tak kan faham..Janna banyak bersalah pada arwah..Janna tak sempat mintak maaf kak..Janna menyesal" "menyesal sekarang tak da gunanya lagi dik.benda dah jadi..kita redha saja dengan ketentuan Illahi ye dik?mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik kehilangan ni" Wanna sedar, biarpun mereka dilahirkan sebagai anak yatim sejak dari kecil, namun kasih sayang pak cik mereka itu tak pernah setitik pun hilang kepada Wanna dan Janna. Pakcik Yusof memang lelaki yang baik. Seorang ayah yang baik. Malah anaknya sendiri cemburu dengan kasih sayang yang Pakcik Yusof curahkan kepada mereka berdua. Namun..takdir merubah segalanya..Pakcik Yusof kini sudah tiada ...