Love Hate

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) at the moment.. i barely have time for myself... literally planning to go back to hometown this friday... however i got this duty thing in the office on Saturday morning.. so...the planning kinda interupt.. so....i dont know when to go back..aggghhhhhh... hectic recruitment session ooo.... i miss rania sooo much..seing her cute face in facebook make me wanna go home... miss my bumbum nigam also... saw him few weeks ago, but still, i felt rindu jugak...hahahaha... ok..call me jiwang or watsoeva...i am 25th this first March..so..mind my own business la.. haha.,..anyway...i am happy to have such be-love bf,,which is soon to be fiance,,,lebiu lah... p/s: still a long way to go actually... soon = 2 years time... i wouldn't mind waiting for him... coz i have been waiting for him since few years back.. now i got youuuuuuu.... can not escape ooo.... ok. stop.. felt like a young stupid girl who's falling in love in young age.hahaha...

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) khamis ini akn ke brunei lagi. tapi advance minggu lepas tak masuk lagi. TRF baru approve untuk minggu ni.. cane nak wat Advance. memang tak sempat la...confirm sangat.. dari minggu lepas aku tunggu. hopefully esok dah dapt.... nk bagi sikit kat bf tersayang.. nk tggu gaji pon sempot..dapat sabtu ni kut... tapi still..balik dari brunei baru dapt nk shopping... tu pon kalo dapat.. tolak hutg company lagi...pening2... kalo kite nk mintak duit lambat jer die nk bagi..tapi kalau die mintak duit..tu dia... punyalah banyak halangan dia.... mana2 lah....

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) juz came back from dinner with Brudirect CEO. when i get back to the hotel, 'he' suddenly treat me cold.... i dunno if ive done anything wrong.. coz i dont think i do so... ya..im pretty tired.... ya im pretty sleepy over here.. i cud have been watching movie rite now, but i refuse to go... coz, my legs was like shaking if am to stand now.. i love him so much.. and i hope he understand that... trust and honesty are very important aspect of my life... no trust, dishonest.... that's just too bad for a relationship... those 2 pillars are important as it helps to build up a good and everlasting relationship.. i love you so much....

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) ya...it is Saturday and i am soon of to work.. currently making myself busy with blog... owh..how i miss my bed at Miri.. what i miss the most is his voice... tomorrow im going back to Miri. however, im not too sure what time i'll be arriving at miri.. because this event will start at 2pm and end at 7pm... can i make it to miri immigration before 10pm..? hope so.. owh....Brunei...have some mercy on me today...please give me some business...=)

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) kamu buat saya sedeh dengan ketiadaan kamu disisi... kamu lagi jauh..aku pula berpergian ke luar negara... aku rindu kamu sangat2.. aku juga rindu mereka yg dirumah lagi sendiri di tempat orang... mkn seorang.tidur seorag. menonton tv juga seorang. air mata menjadi penemanku malam ini... aku benar-benar rindu kamu.. walau baru 2 hari.. seakan lama telah berlalu... oh...sampai kapan kita begini... aku doa kita bisa bersama secepatnya.. cintaku tak keruan untuk mu.. hanya untuk kamu...

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) kembali ke office.. tapi bulan ini pasti sarat dengan aktiviti pemasaran.. ahh...penat sungguh rasanya.. walau belum lagi bermula episod itu.. anyway...cinta ku tinggalkan sekejap .. karnaku punya tanggungjawab lain.. sebentar lagi juga akan ketemu... kamu tunggu aku ya... lep kamu sgt2...

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) untuk kali yang kedua... aku akan bertemu dengan si dia lagi... ku gembira... ku bahagia.. ku sayang gila... dengan si dia... pasti kan ku habiskan masaku bersamanya senantiasa... harap dia tak jera ke sini lagi... lalalalalala....sungguh tak sabar rasanya.. menunggu esok hari .... esok pagi... kan ku dakap erat dia... untuk melepaskan rinduku padanya... love you lah..