Love Hate

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) this post goes to you. yeah you. im just curious.. why did you wanna still being my friend if you decide to get rid of me? just block me or remove me from your friend list.... rather than block me from posting to your wall.right? still..i can contact you rite? well..thats the only part that i dont ustd bout you.. i can ustd. you dont have to treat me nice you know. after all.. im nothing to you no more.. yes.. i knew it earlier.. but i don give it damn at first.. coz..maybe its the best.. i'm not that cheap..begging you to come back to me just like that.. well..at least.. im just being honest at first..asking why all of sudden..without no discussion you wanna let me go.. after all..i'm not the one who start the flirting right? i know you are the good man..and still will be.. i felt so frustrated yet i'm happy for you..because u can finally do wateva u wan now.. wanna know sumthing? i think i'm happy like this..life without you..it feels....

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) baru je nk merajuk sebulan.. org tu dtg bawa 4 cokelet n satu kotak besar low fat milk.. aiseh.. hahah... cokelet dh la mcm2 jenis.. snicker, kitkat 2 size and zip cadbury.. haha...tak jadi lah nk majuk cmni.. spent few hours together.. jadinye...lewatla aku masuk opis..hahha.. ade ku kesah? haahha.. well..things happen in a way that you can never thought of.. i love ady more and more.. more n more n more than chipsmore.. hahahah....

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) yesterday... was my upset day.. marah sangat.. til i could sent 1 msg like that to him.. padahal.. dia sakit..kene inject.. then tertido.. tak bgn2 smpi pagi tadi.. late 11am baru kol... huhuhu..terok kan?i mean...me.. it was like..hmmm sorry yang.. i knew i was blindly in love with you.. that's y i knew that im no match for you.. you were so kind.. so lovely.. so so so so....baik punyer... and for no reason.. you dissappear from my frame.. i tot..u were making excuses.. just like all the men.. and wallla... i was wrong.. you are totally different.. i can 'smell' that..=) i can no longer assume bad things bout you.. works has been the most challenging part for both of us.. thats y..i need to learn the fact that.. you are working for us.. and i will to..for the time being..hehe.. love much bi.. i will control my anger k.. that's a promise...

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) kita bukan lagi kita... itu apa yg aku rasa... mungkin kesibukan kerja membantutkan rasa kasih yg melimpah di antara kita.. itu tak mengapa.. itu cuma halangan untuk kita.. jangan kau merasa jauh.. kerna itu apa yg aku rasai.. kerna aku takut hilangnya kamu.. kamu yg terakhir untuk ku.. biar kamu lah yg terakhir.. kerana jika bukan kamu, aku tak mahu siapa2 lagi.. sudah puas untuk aku menerima kehadiran lelaki.. puas.. kamu berbeda.. melayan aku tetap saja baik walau mood ku terkadang terumbang ambing.. selalu sja berlembut walau tika aku hilang waras terhadap cinta kita.. adakalanya ku terasa cinta kita seperti kusam dan tiada cahaya.. tapi apa yg ku tak sedari, itulah dia cahaya kita .. kesederhanaan dalam bercinta... kamu yg mengajar aku erti itu... terima kasih Ady.. kamu, lelaki yang baik.. mencintai aku pada burukku dan ku...

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) we stand on the same ground, doesnt mean we eat the same food, we sit on the same bench, doesnt mean we are friend we lie down on the same grass, doesnt mean we are having the same opinion, we agree to the same politician, doesnt mean we would agree to each others ideas, you made a shit, ask me to clean in up? think again la ....

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) Raya tahun ni agak sederhana.. tak tahu kenapa tapi budak2 tak ramai yg dtg menziarahi angpau raya maseh banyak yg lebeh... aku pulang ke Miri pada raya ke - 5.. sambung beraya di Miri pula... anehnya di Miri kurang kedengaran budak2 bermain mercun... di Bintulu masih lagi meriah kalau nk di comparekan.. any way.. raya tahun ni tak de gmbr pihak lelaki.. so..itu aja gambar nyeewww......