Love Hate

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) malam sebelum beday bf, tiba2 dtg mamat yg hilang tahun lalu... mengetuk pintu rumah aku bagai nk runtuh,,,  aku pulak..mamai...sebab bangun tidur.. tidur awal. sbb nk g school fair pagi2... mulanya dia mohon maaf.. sedar dia byk salah pada aku.. dia juga bilang dia tahu aku punya bf sekarang katanya di cek d fb.. (nmpk sgt nipunye...aku kan wat fb baru) dia tanya, kenapa tak cari dia... hp nya semua hilang..so tak dpt nk contact aku semula.. katanya juga..dia hilang bukan kemana pun.. off shore and keluar 40 hari... mula2 aku diam membisu... tapi bila dia kata salah aku tak tggu dia, tak cari dia,... bila aku mula bercakap,, kenapa selepas 8 bulan baru nk tunjuk diri, tagih janji yang dulu? dia jawab..baru 8 bulan bukan setahun... aku terus sedar permainan yg dia sedang main tika itu.. malas nk gaduh pjg.. aku diam terus bila dia terus terusan membebel .. karna aku tak mahu menunggunya,,kerana semua itu berlalu baru 8 bulan......

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar)   received a phone called yesterday. one girl was crying at the edge of the line. i ask her why is she crying. she told me her brother hit her hard at her head. i was silent at first. deep inside me i know its totally hurt. no wonder she is crying like she lost everything in the world. my heart was pumping fast at that time. i know how she felt and why she said she want to go out from the house. i felt the same, that's why i left mine. the 'shit' happen over a small things. and he dragged it to worst? its not fair. i know. and i always knew. that is why i am a very patient person till now. you can provoke me to make me shout at you. but i have patient as high as a mountain. and i have colorful character as cheerful as a rainbow. u can push me down. but i will rise fast. tho, i am still fragile inside, coz my heart shredded to pieces long time ago. and now, what ever they all do, nothing, and i say...

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar)   its not a new brand but it catches my i when i first saw it it has nothing to do with its color am not a fan of pink but then this is my 2nd phone in pink its called KU990R (LG) as i dont really need another smart phone i only need the camera i like it. the function inside is not that 'kicked' but i like it.

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar)   as said, i blog bout everything. went back hometown for Gawai Holiday. been a while since we last celebrated it. anyway, the actual plan was to visit to Taman Tumbina & then off to Tanjung Batu Beach to relax while having satay. however its been raining for 2 days when we come up with the planning. and i'm soon off to Miri again on Monday. so, instead of wasting time at home doing nothing we off for iglool ice cream at Medanraya (new area opposite Medan Jaya) this place is quite new beside KTV lounge & Karaoke. small place tho. it was raining, when we arrived there, we are the only customer. then come another and another. see, we bring luck and $ for iglool that day. lol. it is actually my favorite place here in Miri. tho i cant find it anymore here. anyone know to where iglool have move? =( anyway here some shots that have been edited. looks yummy i want more picture a bit blur =( my mom is in the middle =) ...

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by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) tiap kali balik rumah, tu la keje aku. jd org gaji kat umah sendiri. ok fine. i know some of it may be the responsibilities for being big sister. tapi buang smpah, cuci kandang kucing, kemas tempat tidur, jemo baju, msak, sapu rumah, cuci pinggan periuk sume. takkan tggu aku balik baru sume nk jalan. ari2 mak membebel. tahan diorang ni, aku fhm kecil ati mak tu. sebagai ank yg sume dh besar2 takkan bnda sekecil tu pun kita tak mampu nk buat? kemudahan internet di bagi, diguna melampau2. smpai tak ingt nk buat keja rumah. cemane? makan pakai sume org sediakan. masih lagi bnde kecil2 mcm basuh pinggan sendiri pun berkira. kakak pun ada hati dan perasaan, keja lagik. dari kamu2 yg drumah goyang kaki tggu mknn atas meja aja. cemane kakak tak lari duduk kat miri. hati kakak dh terlalu kecil untuk dikecilkan, takkan nk tggu kakak atau mak takda baru nk sedar? but i doubt it. mase tu mungkin masih lagi nk gaduh2 sape buat ni sape buat tu. sorg...