Love Hate

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) my mood kinda swing these few days.. perhaps my PMS are coming in these near future.. not sure why i felt empty..nigam byk keje kut.. no time for me and my spoiltness... back from traveling i had a fever... ask bugum to sent me to Hospital that nite. i could not stand the heat inside me. so i asked him to sent me to the hospital. luckily he was ok with that. went back from Hospital around 1200. got an mc certificate from the doctor. i didnt ask, she just gave me..lol.. i slept the entire day. woke up, eat bfast, eat my medicine then sleep again. until i felt so much heat, i had to take my bath.. felt so fresh for a while then i went to sleep again.lol..but i felt like i recover my health back. btw.. when the AMO check me for the first time. he checked my blood pressure. it was low. he even checked me for 3 times. and the result were still the same. my body temperature was 37.7 . i am feeling ok. not sure why my blood pressure was like that. lol..tot i on...

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) it has been a while since my last post. not to sure when.lol anyway, just came back to the office from my 13 day of traveling all over malaysia ( bulak kali jak) 13.. nice number rite?lol.. i like 13. not that i want my children sampai 13.. ramai ngat kut..was feeling unwell last nite and still i felt the same when i came first thing in the morning. skipped my lunch. tot i would feel better after swallowing a water full of panadol s0luble... been given a mask by my boss, just because she afraid that i will spread some 'love' in the office. lol. anyway...it is almost time to go back. i need some massage...my neck is hurt. =(

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) this should be my second post for March entries. yesterday we had a long conversation. a serious one i tell you... when i said 'we' it refers to me and my love nigam i just wanted him to know how i felt, when he lose his focus to what i am babbling at the moment, or what have i told him before...he loses his focus on everything that matter to him like studying, loitering, finding a part time job & etc.. it is really breaking my heart apart...but i chose to forgive him.. he may have done so many things that makes me mad and sometime crazy for him, but then again, he's just being him..that's all.. i liked him, love him now and will always do... i am willing to share his sorrow and despair, and i would like to know that i am different..i am,.. he was afraid if all the girls are the same..yes..he may be correct bout that, but he forget that i am not a girl, i am a women now. i am open to suggestions and criticism.. i accept people mistake...

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) happy birthday me!!!!!!!!!!!Finally i am 25th years old... am now a quarter century of age...=) he was the first one wishes me that night. patiently waiting for me to come back home after attending a dinner with Felicia & Ben. blissful and fun dinner anyway at Sajian Warisan.. happy thru out the day yesterday... surprised by NJ and Felicia, a birthday cake and a Versino Shoes. really awesome shoes btw. later at night, bring out my cute housemates too McD and treat them dinner... got a present from Eta..Patiently wait for my Birthday Card from My love...=) Still otw...=) anyway, later tonight we will be attending a bbq party at Wong sisters house.. yippie.. its gonna be awesome and fun...tomorrow will work half day.. owh...did i mentioned that State Financial Secretary are coming down to Curtin Tomorrow? and i am the one who will be entertain him tomorrow. =) now i am feeling like doing important thing... =) anyway...nervous and curious bout tomorrow...