a hope to happiness

original by cikjijah

ive been given an oppportunity to change my life to better...

i notice dat n im taking dat oppportunity for good..

unfortunately, ive used dat chance for making bigger mistake in my life..

n ive regretted it now..

people always said dat 'u wudn't realize thing until u lose it'..

yup..ive to agree with this quote..

he gave the the trust n i blow it off...

am i a gud companion or wat?

been thinking bout dat lately..

i hate when dis thing happen..

the trust dat people gave me..i wasted it by making mistakes..

oh..its big..big mistake..

im ashame of mysef..

i guess i juz need to change..

but like how?

ive changed..yeah..maybe abit for now..

but cud i be someone else dat im not?

cud i do dat?

im asking mysef wheter i can do dat or not..

i juz need some one to assist me..

i juz need not to be alone fighting dis on my one..

people wud say me " gal...u r tough gal"

but to tell u the truth..

im not dat tough at all..

im weak..

im hopeless..

n im useless..

im a bad gal.

n im tryig to change..again...=) hopefully..