Reyyanna's Eid Mubarak 2012
been wanting to post something about this year raya,
however,
i dun feel like celebrating it to the max this year,
have cough and flu since day 1.
got fever 1 day before.
needing to get well soon, as i am the one who cook pagi raya dishes...
mak depend on me soooo much...
its day 4. and im not done yet with my cough and flu...
thats why i dont feel like visiting my friend's house and even the neighbor's.
its day 4 of raya and its 9 months of me and nizam relationship.
relief that we both can survive up to this date.
well you know what they say about long distance relationship rite?
alot of things to sacrifice... yeah,...we sacrifice a lot..time..money..and etc..
this year raya,, it has been 6 years raya without abah,,
the sad feeling is now lessen i guess..
instead of grieving at abah's and nenek's cemetery we share our loves and hearts by praying.
nenek passed away last march. 11 days after i celebrated my 25th birthday.
me and my sister (eah) manage to cut her nails a week before and we were joking around when we're doing it.
it was a sudden death..anyway, she is in peace now. amiinn..its kinda feel different without nenek..normally i would buy her baju raya. but apparently, not this year. or even next next year.. we miss both of them so much. i know i do.
well..till me next post.
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