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Date: 22nd Mar 2017 I woke up early at dawn to perform Subh prayer. While praying, I noticed a small burst down my vagina and i thought OMAIIIIIGOOOOODDDDD this is itttt!!! My water broke abit. Then another little burst. After the prayer I told my mom. She panicked and told to pack all up and go to hospital. I quickly took a bath and have some light meal. Called my husband that basically on travel in Sibu that day. He jumped off his bed and took a bus back to Bintulu. By 7am he was on his way back. Reached hospital and the inspection begin. It was a little bit complicated than expected coz I've done my antenatal check up in panel clinic in Miri and few in Bintulu but then I decided to go for delivery at General Hospital. The previous clinic check up I did not do or took any 'sugar water' (I dont know what they call it in English basically Air gula in Malay) to check whether I am having any diabetes or not. My baby was bigger than expected when the first doctor scan...

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) 2017 It has been a while since my last post. The journey on becoming a mother is getting 'heavier' each day. Lol But am going to just embrace these moments. Finally I have decided where I will be after the delivery of this child. Oh I haven't share the baby gender am I right? It's a boy. Yay! #teambabyboy 2 more months to got before we get to see Azrol Jr. I can't wait. Huhu So does my husband. He is going to be the grandparents favourite grandchild. The first one on my husband side. 😬 And the first    grandson from my side. A lot to prepare and am getting more and more excited. Almaklumla first time parent katenye. Kasi can la. Turning 30 this year 😱😱😱😱 and not sure if that is something to be looking forward to lol. Happy New Year all! May this year bring more happiness andh health to all of us!

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) I can't sleep so I thought of posting this up. I seldom brag about it but I am actually proud of it. When I first decided to get married with this man, I didn't expect my life would be that colorful knowing that this man that I knew is a very quiet and mysterious type. But God knows better. I couldn't wish for a better husband. He is the one that I needed. That meant for me. Lately when we are together, be it when he come to Miri to visit me or me going back to Bintulu for long holiday, he will take his phone whenever he got chances and take photos of us. Even if I look like a seal or sea lion, he would say, baby cantik. And I would reply,  no la, am just ordinary. To be honest the photos of us that he took, the only one look nice and handsome is him. I would look like dugong. Doesn't matter what pose I did, eating, lying down, watching movie (most of the time is running man) he will snap 'em silently. When he got caught...

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) Mind you,  i just came back from Zimbabwe on Tue (2nd Aug) and it was super super hectic schedule when i was there. Almost everyday we went back at night time and departing very early in the morning. i have to sleep at Dubai  airport for one night. I have to tell you,  i hate Dubai airport. It never sleeps. Coming back i have to spent one more night at KL before departing back to Miri. Hectic it is. Very the. So,  on the 6th of Aug,  my beloved husband celebrated his 32nd birthday.  And I was 2 weeks late for my period. We did plan to check on 6th Aug morning. he came to Miri that night using bus. And i went to fetch him. Earlier that day,  i went to pharmacy after work and bought 2 pregnancy test cassette. And i also changed my gas since i have run out of it. I carried and empty tong and after i changed them at retail store,  i went back home and carry back inside the house. (Iklan) So on the next mor...

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) Honestly, I hate going public about this. But I think I have to. Here goes. Everyone knows I got engaged last year on my birthday. But not everyone know who the guy was. Because I didnt upload our photo together. He was my senior in high school. Well, couple of friends might have bumped into us in the past. But I didnt know the news spreaded fast after that. Lol. I did informed some of my friends. Some. Lol I didn't want people to know yet at that time as I myself was not so sure about it. The next day after I got engaged I have to fly to Sibu and later that day travel to Kapit. We were going to have an education fair on the 3rd Mar due to SPM result release day. So on that day,  I met this one guy. A very quite and very mistery guy. Caught me on my first sight at him. Surely because of his goatie and moustache. In my heart. Just my type. But I didnt act further tho coz I was engaged remember? But,  Allah plan is great. I was...

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar) 14 June 2016.  Alhamdulillah genap sebulan menjadi isteri Azrol. Banyak yang saya belajar tentang dirinya. Makanan yang dia suka, topik cerita yang dia 'masyuk', kemanjaannya,  pendek kata semualah. Tapi tu belum semua lagi. Sebab pada puasa ke 8,  saya terpaksa balik ke Miri untuk sambung bekerja. InshaAllah berjumpa lagi sebelum raya tiba. Yang paling rindu bila berjauhan ni,  solat bersama,  makan bersama,  masak bersama,  pendek kata semuanya bersamalah. Masa nikah hari tu,  ustaz Khalidi ada cakap,  "walaupun isteri kitak ya sekolah agama,  tauk sal agama,  jangan kitak pikir kitak sik perlu ngajarnya  pasal agama. Mesti ajar. " Alhamdulillah kami banyak belajar bersama. Banyak masa kami spend untuk dating dan ada juga masa kami spend melawat mak dan adik2 abg & anak buah kat rumah emak saya.  Tak lupa juga keluarga suami di kpg jepak. Pertama kali puasa sebagai isteri mem...