the white sheep

by RihanNa (bukan Nama Sebenar)

i rather be the black sheep,
than be the white sheep whom people will refer to when only they need something,
every time they need something they will ask from me,
like every time...
i'm just tired to be a person that others always depend on,
i'm just hoping that they learn how to live independently,
when i give excuses, they refuse to listen..
like i cant give any excuses..
like i must be there to help them..
i have no life...
i have no life of my own...
like i cant go anywhere without being follow...
the shadow of me...
i'm tired of pleasing other people heart's..
what about mine? any takers?
i could not 'take heart' to everything..
yes, i'm a forgiver, does not mean i'm easy to please...
it's just,sometime i felt like it is my duty to do so..
i understand the responsibility..
that's why i'm here..helping..
that's why i am here, giving...
giving the best out of me...
giving everything that i have ..
to the people i care for.. =(


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