pasti merinduimu..

original by cikjijah

rindu sape?eh...
mane leh habaq..
still early ma..
well..he said dat he go to pahang for few days.
camping wiv some frens,,
huhu...waaa....pasti dirindui org itu..
hakhak..
but still i kinda sad for some reason..
someone dat i loved b4..
he said dat he started to drink, no solat, etc.
i dunno why am i sad?
i gez he still in my heart..
trying to let go him for gud..
but..hm,...it aint dat simple rite..
love life is sooooo sucking shit...
he's an adult why shud he do smthg like dat?
doesnt he thought bout dat first..
hm...feel so stupid..
feel so rugi la..
coz i make him solat n he said he never drink when he came back to malaysia..
im a fool to believe in dat..
n owez he use the sad word to describe wat hapen to him dat force him to make stupid action like dat...
hm..wish i cud be stronger then dis...
i juz...hate to hate him...
coz he was so nice after all to me..
i cudnt hate him..
as a fren?maybe not too..
he's a lover to me..n will owez be..
but let by gone be by gone rite?
nothing much bout work to say here..
same all same old story..
paper work je yg xwat lagi..ntah bile..
kpntan 1st day masih ada...
but..tomorrow half day jer..kol 1 gue balik la...
k..tu je kut.nothing else...

Comments

Unknown said…
yan!!! knp jadi cmnie? dia dh tua,patut tau yg mana baik and mana buruk... yg dia solat sume selama nie patut ikhlas sbb Allah,bkn sbb dgn ko je... xpe yan,ko kuatkan semangat k yan...
Unknown said…
tu la..sadis me sis..waaa...xsggp ku lihat dia terseksa nanti...
dah la ku ckp kat dia aku tggu dia kat sana nanti..hm..sedih wei..tp xla sadis sgt..part tu je..hihi..
Unknown said…
ngok la ko yan,hahaha... xpe la yan,ko abaikan je... dia patut syg diri dia,bkn wt cmtu... btl x?
Unknown said…
aah..tu la..aku salu je nsht dia nurul..dah tak terdaya dah..aku nsht die bebaik ngn mak aku..mane dia nk dgr..hm..ego laki2 nuyulll.letak pun kat kaki..haha..
Unknown said…
nk wt cmne,ko dh wt part ko,skrg part dia la sama ada nk berubah atau x... xpe yan,pape its not ur fault ;p
Anonymous said…
setuju dgn nurul.. dah polah apa yang patut, at least. terpulang pada nya n hidayah dari Allah. tapi ingat, jangan pernah menyerah untuk berpesan-pesan pada kebenaran. siapa lagik mun bukan kita yang dapat diharapkan...
Unknown said…
ya la..ku harap jak satu ari lak nya akn juak jd bait..sik pnh pts doa,.inshaAllah..sama2 lah kita..

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